To those who know, or even care, that have been missing for the past little bit I shall give you the one and only excuse I have. Life. Life has happened to me just as it has and will again for you one day. Between school problems, Swine flu in the house and just general life drama (I'm single again *le sigh*) it has been a lot to keep up with it and DA had slipped my mind. I'm sorry. But the good news is that life is starting to work its way out. Still some drama and the like but school has most of its wrinkles creased out and the Swine flu epidemic seems to have passed in my house (minus my sister. I lovers you still Mandi). Once I find a scanner some art may be uploaded and put in because doodling has been going strong in all this but I merely lack a scanner to get them up on here ^^ Sorry about that. I'll find something soon.

But yeah. If you don't wanna hear my life drama just ignore the next part.

Life sucks:

My anxiety disorder has been running rampant recently and I can't seem to make it stop.
My last class makes me anxious and I don't need the course so I keep trying to drop it but for some stupid reason they won't let me so instead I just keep signing myself out of it til they decide to finally let me out of it.
I was dating this really great guy who was helping my leaps and bounds with my depression and then he decided to break up with me because he never actually liked me.
Two of my older exes have decided to start talking to me at the same time and guilt me for everything and make me feel like I'm the cause of all their problems and I'm the reason things didn't work out.
My one friend who has been meaning to visit me just told me he's moving to California and I'm probably never going to be able to see him again.
This one girl I've had a crush on for 4 years just told me to "Fuck off forever"
My sister, and probably my strongest support, is moving away in 50-odd days. I'm happy for her and everything but I'm really going to miss her.
One of my ex-best friends got a girlfriend who didn't like me and is now never allowed to see of talk to me again, even though we hang out with the same group of friends.
My D&D group is going through a stressful time and I haven't been playing because my recently ex-boyfriend is the Paladin of our group.
I'm making a campaign so I can be a DM for a different group and the one person who I did all this for might not even play with us anymore.
My friend was pulling on the chain connecting my lip ring and my earring and when he tried to pull away his finger got stuck. It really hurt.
I was hanging out with my friends on the roof of the school today and when we jumped off I missed the sand and hit the concrete and now my left ankle hurts like hell.
I really miss one of my new close friends and his life just became really busy and now I may not see him for a while.

So yeah I've kinda been stuck in a rut and so I've been trying to work my way out of it. I'm going to try and rearrange my room because that quite often helps for some reason. So yeah once I can get a hold of a scanner things will probably come up and things will definately come up once life gets back in order.